Dream$ of 19?

Parents ditched me again.
Sister’s in France.
It’s raining, so tv isn’t an option.
Nobody texts me ever.
Looks like its just me and the little mermaid DVD.
Sigh.

How creeped out will Doc get if I stalked his timeline and “liked” when he got “engaged” in ‘10? I never told him when I like… un-engaged him on Facebook… and it’s kinda awkward, but I’m bored, so, whatever. :) I’m full of awkward. 

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To the tune of “Black Ink Revenge”

And I dont want this salad anymoooore

the color of your leaves green

and i swear i’ve never felt so mean

and ooooh my gawd I ate too muuuuch

starving while im crying; dont you let em know you’re dining. Dining!

sorry. I just really dont wanna eat this. Fat Free Ranch sucks.

so…

I didnt make it past Selections I, but i’m not upset about it or anything because it’s not like i stood out in my group or anything… but i AM happy that Carley and Tyler did because i love them dearly. Um… it’s 1 a.m. and im sitting under my sheets trying to figure out if i should go to sleep, or watch the princess and the frog. im too hyper to sleep, but i feel like the movie will make me sad bc atm im being less optimistic than usual aaaand also, the shadow man and his friends on the other side might like, attack me in my dreams or something… i laughed a lot with carrie and deedee tonite, so I’ll live longer.  I really like The Princess and The Frog. I have she-wolf stuck in my head by shakira. I wonder if Sage stills really wants cake. I’ve got like 4 weeks. yikes. double yikes. i think i’ll volunteer to do stuff around campus. im tired of being in my dorm room. this is a really random post/rant. i used to do this on kira’s wall a lot :) my birthday’s in 20 days. 20 days left of being 17. that’s like not enough time. starting in 3 days, I should like, find 17 things to do before im 18 kinda thing. I can’t believe Daniel asked me “did you get it in?” it’s like he doesnt even know me. Standing on the edge of the road, she could step in front or slip below, and the only thing she knows is the battery of painful blows and… I might go home sooner than Fall break. maybe i can get harry to hang out with me then, so that i wont have to have that awkward “why do we have to hang out on that thursday” conversation with him :/ yikes. my legs hurt. i think i’ll lay down and watch as much as the movie as i can before i fall asleep. tomorrow’s gonna seem torturous. If i dont have any dessert this week, I’m rewarding myself with Cane’s for lunch on Friday :) anywaysssssss, I’m gonnna go distract myself with a disney film. I want a prince. :(

Soooooo… I’m gonna learn to shuffle.

I’m gonna learn this dance. hahahahaha so bored.

UPDATE: Mission Complete. and im out of breath. pheeeeeeew!